并不奇带~

生日要到了~

但~


我并不奇带~

因为现在经对我没意义了~

现在的我~

想要的是~

以前拥有过~
但~


现在已经失去了的东西~

日后少了几样很难拥有过的东西了~

hihi

haiz~

so many ppl noe it le~

but don think about the bad thing le~

i din care u all how to think me~

we r fren also~

u din think i'm ur fren le~

nvm~

i'm think u all r my fren tats ok le^^

结束了~

大家关灯睡觉~

明天睡醒~
把这个礼拜的事当成垃圾的丢了吧~

谢谢~
晚安~
再见~

算了~

听你将讲~
我看第一个躲的是我吧！！

算了~
误会了~
真的真的误会了~

我不再问了~

不再看~

不再听~

不再走~

也不再活下去了~

佳恩已经死了~~

你们看到的并不是佳恩来的~

你们看到的是一个你们认为她有错的王八蛋~

如果看到她就拿东西丢她~

再见了！！！

i don noe wats going on?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

haiz~

今天在你们的学校一直打篮球~
打了一下~去休息。。。然后在打过~

你们不懂为什么吧~

是因为我不懂我到底做错了什么？！？！

为什么你们都变成这样了？！

我真的很伤心也很怕~

我怕没有你们这些朋友了~

我最重视朋友了~

尤其是你们这一班朋友~

我是讲真心话~没骗你们~

以后的我已经不是你们所讲的热情了~

有可能是一个~
没笑容

很失落

又

很难跟你们讲话的陈佳恩了~

请你们不要对我这么冷淡~

好吗？！

我真的会很伤心害怕~
严重点~
也有可能拿自己的人体来出气~
一直做运动~
一直出力~

有可能你们不在乎我干什么吧~

那你们就继续的恨我 讨厌我吧~

y?!

now i very very pening~
like will pengsan~

like cant c this world 4ever~
don noe y~

suddenly feel like this~

don noe y~

i already tired le~

like don wan do anything le~

just 4ever sleep on the bed is ok le~

wat also don wan care it don wan think it
n also din sick 4ever~

celebrite anot?!?!

i don wan celebrite it le~

feel like hav something
happen attat day again le~

so scare le~

don wan happen again~

tat day should b happy de~

just pls let me at tat day~

haiz~

how?!

already hav few day din say anything le~
like wan to sick~
but~

cant sick~

hav many thing din do it again~
hav to finish it only sick also nvm~

hav to silent to think it~

wat i did~

y will like tat~


how silent is it also cant think it~

coz~

too many thing hav to think it le~

haiz~

just relax ba~

now my brain hav many many ?????????????

y u say is ur faults~
actually not ur faults~
u all din faults n wrong~
i'm also din wrong~

my fren ask me y u all scare?!

now i only remember it~
i wan to noe~

wat thing let u all scare it?!
i don noe????????????????

i'm not a lion,king kong o something
can eat human de animal?!

this few day i very unhappy n
also一直打墙壁~
有几大力就打几大力~

it coz~
i don noe y~

y u all wan to scare me???????


u all is my best fren in my
mine n also in my heart~


remember it~
u all is my best fren~


did u all noe it?!

may b i'm wrong it le~

may b this all is wrong by myself~
but.......

wat i'm wrong it!!
i don noe wat i'm wrong?!

i scare hav 2nd time~~~

giv me the 1st time i already feel
hav many thing is leaving me le~

if hav the 2nd time my feeling
will very bad then 1st time~

just pls telling me wat i'm wrong~

i don wan hav 2nd time le~

u all don noe the real feelling is wat~

wat can i say~
just......

成全你们的决定~
日后你们看到我~
有可能是一个很难跟你们打招呼的我了~
不知为什么~
就是觉得会有怪怪的感觉~

朋友是你们生命中很重要的一部分~
好好珍惜这份友情吧~


你们永远是我心中的要好朋友~
不要忘了还有我这个朋友就可以了^^

good friendship cant do anything ma!!!!!!

b normal i cant 'shi ying'
how can i do?!
just b normal lo~
cant also hav to can it~

太好就给误会~
不好就给讲多多。。。。。

if like tat wat can i choose it?!
i don noe~

2moro go out just b like last time tat funny ppl~
don let friend noe it~

this is cant happen but is already happen le~
so don think too much lo^^

1st time~

1st time b ur friend
1st time feel hav friend care
1st time giv friend happy
1st time let fren smile
1st time..........................................

but now all the 1st time
let me feel is a last time alrealdy~

this few day i hav feel a new 1st time~

tat is...........


lost a friend~

this is my 1st time to feel it~

don noe how to say don noe how to write it~

just b normal only~

haiz~

cant write it again le~

bb

bb to u to feel good~

friendship

today go duty is very tired le~
back home hav to c a cant belive it de thing~
i don noe y i will like tat~

y i cant keep the friendship good~

yesterday morning start i noe hav
something will happen to me le~

some thing some ppl i thinking
is already happen le~

y hav to do this to me~

i cant keep the friendship good~

sa bad~

who can teach me~

this not kidding~

haiz~
u din leave comment
to me also nvm la~

u all just view it only la~
i think u all cant help me any more le~

my smile is already start closing le~
i din happy in inside le~
just happy at outside only~

i noe u all will understand it de la^^
my 1st n last smile is start from
scout also end from scout~

not same de scout~

say SORRY to u~

i noe like tat is not right~
now i at here hav to say sry to u~
very sry~
i will deleted it all the pic i get it~
i say true de~
i say deleted i will deleted it de~
at my pc also~
if u c my phone
o other place hav ur pic again
u just kill o wat u wan
to do wif me just do it la.....

i say true de~
u wan take the knif割我also can~


so so so sorry~

don angry le~

u

i like u all~
wat ever u think my bad thing
i also like u all~

y u all wan like tat to c me la
every day so sad coz u all~

haiz~

ah h~
faster b a pp i noe u can do it......
u just do it only la....
don care other ppl say wat~

do ur best^^

help me....T_T

long time din play basketball so刺激le.....

yesterday nite feel 背后痛~

now feel too pain then yesterday~

haiz~

old liao la~

cant move so many le~

haha^^

nothing good~

today feel better.....

it coz play basketball so din think too many~
just concentrate wif tat game~

but~
don noe when~
i will feel like yesterday like tat~

don care anything~
just b good by myself~

happy always
play always

don noe y!!!!

don noe y i still feel sad when i thinking wif ur mine~

yesterday don noe wat i'm thinking it..........
i don noe i syill thinking u anot~
o a long long time de u~

i try to 4get it~

v hav many months din c le.....
it coz u r other skul de~

so not every day can c u~

like tat is good 4 u n me......
u don wan c me~
i will try my best to leave u far away~

i just wan to b a fren like last time v sms like tat only...............
i wan last time tat feel bac here~
pls reply me n a fren back again~

giv me is a very very bad news........

b4 oct de 1 sunday.....
all the senior plan the 40 km journey.....
then yung say the date v walk......
ok...
i listern it....

yung ask dec 16-17 ok ma....
if ok v just choose the date to walk our journey........

all agree......

but i din agree.................

coz................T_T


tat day is my birthday la......T_T

from tat day start i say many
time don wan tat day la......

the crazy yung say nvm la.....
v help u celebrite la.....
but is after v finish the log lo......

bulll shit.......

say so many time don wan don wan.............
many time also say a same thing...............

T_T

i don wan ar~

wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu...T_T

mother fkk

1 day cant finish cant stop it~

today very sad....
coz助教say our senior din teach good muda........
especial me....T_T

i try my best to let them b a good scout.....
全部当耳边风。。。。。
haiz~

要回家了。。。
给他们集队。。。。
say all the bad thing they hav do b4.....
n also say our senior do the bad
thing b4 they up muda tat time....
but now~~~~
all the bad thing din do again liao la.....

haiz~
hope u all will listern it...
n next week din repeat do the bad thing le......
if not ....

haiz~

just wait me除罚only lo....

JUST DO UR OWN BEST
AND BE A GOOD SCOUT LO^^

很奇带明年的童军^^

wan 1 year le...
so fast i hav to say bb wif tl badge le...
n also my pl n apl....
all muda say me 'xiong'...
say me 'mei ren xin'....
u all crazy....
if mei ren xin u all cant b a good scout liao lo....
i do all the thing is 'wei le ni men hao' de lo....
haiz~
who got b a tl...
she/he will noe i say thi9s correct anot.....
new tl also will do the same thing de....
hehe^^

very very very fan...T_T

don noe how to choose it...T_T

i alredy wan to transfer to smjk confucian de.......

but

teacher n friends call me to stay...

haiz~

now now i don noe how can i do now...

T_T